this summer

things will change.

on those eerie, dreary days, i can't help but think i gave up a lot of things in life. but when that phase is over, i realized i love what i'm doing. i wouldn't be where i am today if i never did what i did. even so, i want things to be better. and somehow, i know many things i don't want, but i have to discover the things i want.

i don't want to wake up after a long night feeling fucked. i don't want to lose my confidence when i'm around amazing people. i don't want people to intimidate me. i don't want a lot of things. i know it's all a part of life, but it happens too often. let's cut it down.

how to start? taking one small step at a time. i can do it, because i can.