update.

04/10/10 - biked 2 miles, drank ensure
04/11/10 - biked 2 miles
04/12/10 - biked 2 miles

joke

someone told me a joke: there was a market that sells brains. a man walked in and the seller introduced him to different brains and their prices. he showed the man a chinese brain and said it cost five dollars. the german brain was 10 dollars. the next brain was a few hundred dollars. the mexican brain was over 1000 dollars. the japanese brain was 4.50 dollars. the man was surprised and asked why? the seller replied: it's because the mexican brain is still new because it has never been used!

pee.

i think pee is absolutely amazing. i'd write my thesis on pee if i could.

so, people say that you can use urine to make the skin smooth, fertilize plants, as bleach, and to cure jellyfish stings. so cool! and of course, if you're stuck on an island... pee > salt water! i don't know if it's all true, but it's still cool!

this summer

things will change.

on those eerie, dreary days, i can't help but think i gave up a lot of things in life. but when that phase is over, i realized i love what i'm doing. i wouldn't be where i am today if i never did what i did. even so, i want things to be better. and somehow, i know many things i don't want, but i have to discover the things i want.

i don't want to wake up after a long night feeling fucked. i don't want to lose my confidence when i'm around amazing people. i don't want people to intimidate me. i don't want a lot of things. i know it's all a part of life, but it happens too often. let's cut it down.

how to start? taking one small step at a time. i can do it, because i can.